I thought these vicious suicidal thoughts would pass over as quickly as they came, it’s been a week today - apparently not.
I’m slipping into oblivion again, and no one is able to help me.
I can’t talk to anyone. My best friends don’t even seem to get it.
I feel like the only person I can talk to is my boyfriend. Who I won’t be seeing for at least another 2 weeks, even so I don’t think he understands - he doesn’t know how to deal with me; and in all honesty I feel guilty putting it on him.
So I’m going to shut myself off again. From everyone and everything.